Just a simple reminder to myself....
Mum has been advising elder brother, rajin-rajin bersedekah supaya murah rezeki. He took it seriously. Alhamdulillah, semakin mencurah-curah rezeki dia.
Few days ago he came home to have a talk with mum, as usual. Like mother-son talk like that. He told her about him frequenting sedekah now. One thing that got me thinking is this;
"Ustaz kata kalau nak bersedekah, bagi duit yang paling besar kita ada masa tu"
I've heard about this before.
"Haritu I tengah makan, ada orang minta sedekah. Dalam purse I ada singgit and lima puluh ringgit je"
"I teringat cakap ustaz. I bagilah lima puluh ringgit tu"
Mum said, by hearing this she was actually thinking, seriously budak ni... Baik bagi sini je. HAHAHA. But don't get us wrong, he did gave mum money semua. Just that. Ala macam tak biasa pula. Bagi peminta sedekah RM50? A stranger? I was thinking the same too. But not really a surprise though as my brother is a naive person. Lurus sangat.
But what happened next was amazing.
For the following week, every single day he received a RM50 tip. He is a nature guide, by the way.
So. So? Aih... How I wish I could be like that. Masih belum cukup rasa bertawakal tu lagi. I lived by the quote 'jangan tunggu kaya baru nak bersedekah', but still trying to practice the 'kalau nak kaya, bersedekahlah'. Masih belum cukup kuat lagi. Adoih. Mudah-mudahan I'll be stronger.